Redefining Princesses

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Wow ok this soup is really good my breath must reek though, oh man I wish I could get some smooches soon but with my luck it will be like another five years why am I so picky dang I am literally the worst ok cheer up Charliiiee think fun thought like oh man I really want a binder do you know how awesome that would be I would wear it legit most days why are they so expensive I can’t wait to get a job and start saving up for things again and not have to worry about when I can eat next oh man I want to cuddle now gosh now I south pathetic don’t I should I pulish this yeah whatever no one’s going to read this….dang. I just want to be a really great Dirk.

wow sometimes im such a huge butt.  i mean people care about me atleast they say they do but im just a self-loathing butthole dickfart and i dont see what they see.  god i have homework to do but nothing is really important right now.  i p much lost a lot of my motivation after 10th grade wen i went into the hospital.  ahaha.  eating disorders and heart break are so good.  that was sarcasam but nobody cares because im a dumbutt looking for sympathy woah almost typed symphony.  i guess i am a symphony in a phony way.  idk what the fuck im saying.  golly i wish i just had a damn girlfriend who would make me feel better about myself.  we would cosplay pairings and it would be so nice and great and aah i want to be in love again.  but im so scared of getting hurt i sound like a crappy romance novel.  i hope i can find pants for my calmasis cosplay.

i dont know if i can do this wow my space bar is dysfuntional as shit lol my wait what no not my wow the wait what was i going to say again shit i dont remember hly shit okay let me just this song is awesome i am slowing down why… okay thatw as weird my whole mind whent blank to the point that i couldnt even type anything wow ok that word is not spelled whent and i cannot type properly are you guys pleased with me cause i am pretty much one of the least quality blogs on tumblr holy shit ok you know what i cannot not think but youknow what whatever imnot stopping because fuck you anyway holy shit i have fantroll shipping problems and i shouldnt rant about that because no one cares fuck but omg no shit im thinking AHHHHHHH save me from my brain wtf wait no fuck you my brain is awesome wait how can i know its not just my brain saying that… i normally do not think like this even remotely why the hell does my mind automatically become stupid upon doing something like this that is absolutely ridiculous preposterous THIS CLASS IS RIDICULOUS lol random harry potter quote time apparently there is no bad time for a harry potter quote and speaking of harry potter i want pottermore to openthe fuck up already bluuuuh… i see myself being in ravenclaw but everyone says i belong in gryffindor what but you know what the way things have been going lately i become more slytherin every day how ironic would it be if i were in hufflepuff then hahahaha but no hufflepuff is awesome did you know my dad is a hufflepuff its true

gosh dang im reely flustered right now heheheheh i reely like fish puns tho????? theyre great an all hopy shit i GLUB fish puns ehehehe

okay so im supposed to do math homework but im really excited fo anime bosot i cant think or anything omg i have so much shit but idk im stressed and i have to make eveyrhting and homework and projets and everything its so blugh  and now im scared again that no one will like my outfits a AB and its not fun like crap i have to but a bunch of stuff and everything and i dont have that kind of money hell what if i cant even go okay well nobody cares so back to algebra bye guys 

omgomgomg omg omg dear lord i am thinkinG WAAAY TOO INTO THIS OMGomg omg omg haha gosh wow doki doki oh man hahahgsdhjfksdhjfhdjahdgsafbgjhanmadnnm,z oh gosh uhh wow way to vague blog ali yeeshhh hdfkjds but oh man i uh jdfks oh man djfkhsdjkfh sd dude i want a girlfriend that’d be pretty sweet wow that was random why are you so dumb dude idk wow merrmermermer ok i REALLY WANT TO EAT SOME MEAT RIGHT NOW LIKE DANG I’M HUNGRY SON LIKE RIBS SOUND SO GOOD RN LIKE DAAAAAANNGGGGGG 

I’d never given much thought to dying—though I’d had reason enough in the last few months—but even if I had, I would not have imagined it like this. I stared without breathing across the long room, into the dark eyes of the hunter, and he looked pleasantly back at me. Surely it was a good way to die, in the place of someone else, someone I loved. Noble, even. That ought to count for something. I knew that if I’d never gone to Forks, I wouldn’t be facing death now. But, terrified as I was, I couldn’t bring myself to regret the decision. When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations, it’s not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end. The hunter smiled in a friendly way as he sauntered forward to kill me.

reblog reblog okay these people wrote a lot no idea what it is oh look the yellow light is flashing but it’s not Crawdad so it must be Miranda I can’t believe she wanted tequila in her tea oh wait that’s Crawdad it’s a noise we should really skype call again the last time was super super fun hmmmm I wonder what Miranda said I want another drink I need to go to bed in forty minutes because it’s late but the end of the Princess and the Frog is playing wait why am I spending so long on this I have googledocs with Rex and that thing for Crawdad w h a t

butts butts butts butts butts butts butts butts ok where the fuck is the reblog button ok got this painting is hard this whole room reeks of spray paint i fucking dude christy is keeping tuna in the christmas tree again this is getting ridiculous i need to go to bed before 2 I want to draw some mobsterswitch shit I wonder why I can’t find any pictures of my rainbow dash cosplay also butts butts butts butts butts butts noella give me my tekwilla

For some reason whenever I stop thinking all I can think about was the terror of this past week. When I woke up and I actually thought my throat was going to tear and it felt like there was someone tearing a hole in the back of my throat, and all I could do was sit there shaking, and I was feverish because I’d had nightmares again and it was my fourth time waking up that night and I couldn’t sleep I’d only slept for three hours total and I was so scared of the war in my nightmares and of the pain in my body and I had to be carried downstairs and then again when I woke up in pain again and had to be carried again because I was sleeping worse and the nightmares were worse and even when they got better there was this awful one that didn’t even disturb me in the dream where I was sewing through my fucking nail while it was on my finger, like jamming a needle in and out, and it didn’t bleed, but it was just so, so gruesome, and when I was in the ER, and they took so long to get to me, and my head had to be held because I was so feverish I couldn’t even have nightmares

why do I think these things

when I’m healthy I’m very healthy and when I get sick I get REALLY FUCKING SICK and at times like this where the sickness was like a nightmare, a real life nightmare, it haunts me, because I’m much more used to injuries that knock me out, not sicknesses

it still hurts to breathe

god I’m a fucking downer when I’m sick

and I’m terrifying

I am knowing

what the fuck are you guys talking about fuck fuck i love to type holy shit fuck fuck fuck whats going on i just type for no reason huh okay well here is typing blah blah here is my scalemate i should really stop doing this i’m just typing nonesense okay done.

tired. gonna eat the rest of that stuff on the counter and watch tv. should have written for my au. don’t care. maybe tomorrow evening. ugh wait no mom and miguel have group- are they gonna go? miguel’s not going to work, so maybe not. hm. wonder what grandma wants to drag me to do. hope i won’t be exhausted. i need to finish putting these nail things on, too. ugh. those rps were emotionally draining. i need to not do that again. that was terrible. i hate everything. except no i don’t. outside of pesterchum and homestuck, everything was fucking great tonight. good feelings jam. really good. maybe tomorrow or some other night, i’ll have the unbridled courage given to me only by lack of sleep, to actually say things again. things that are important. maybe i’ll tell her. maybe i’ll breathe easier and sleep happier and feel lighter. maybes are so hard to deal with. i need a constant in my life. i guess that’s why i’m so attached to the people i am attached to- because they are constants when i cannot be. i have so many fucking issues with consistency and fuck let’s not even go into my daddy complex. i need to email my teacher, goddamnit why do i keep letting my mom do these things? why am i even bothering with school if this is how things are going? i wonder how long my laundry will take. it’s on the fast cycle. don’t know what fast means on this waser though. okay i really need to get up and start moving. it’s 4:30 and i want to be on the couch by 4:30, putting these nails on, eating and watching tv so that i can just act asleep is she comes out here. urgh. okay. going now.

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<3 <3

yeah that is never going to stop being a thing i get ridiculously happy about. damn.

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